club dredd presents -- nude with butter

This is so like Ace, sending me this peechur from out of the baul (no type-o here)...taking a nostalgic trip back to memory lane... one of our earlier gigs @ club dredd... just look @ us! kids with big dreams and rock n' roll in our minds and hands...wheh! trying to sound deep... daw!
whatever happened to us? where did the music go? when did we stop believing that we can conquer everything with girl power, beer & rock n' roll...? when will i stop sounding like a 60 year old reminiscing about days past? how did ace (who doesn't even know how to make her subject/s and predicate/s meet, much less conjugate words in their proper tenses) end up in sykes??? when will rheia come out of the closet??? what is sharon up to (now that she's married to some guy who looks like eminem's long-lost doppleganger) ??? where the hell is my sister mike in the peechur???
hai... long time... where did the time go? we were kids then, but we had purpose -- to be heard... now that we're adults, do we still have purpose??? if so, what?
wheh! pa-deep parin!

*** actually, this is just an excuse to show-off our wildly memorable past... look ma! i'm in an all-girl rock band! hahaha!

...and today still finds nick hexum in my thoughts...

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Receiving department, 3 a.m.
Staff cuts have socked up the overage
Directives are posted.
No callbacks, complaints.
Everywhere is calm.
Hong Kong is present
Taipei awakes
All talk of circadian rhythm
I see today with a newsprint fray
My night is colored headache grey
Daysleeper
The bull and the bear are marking their territories
They're leading the blind with their international glories
I'm the screen, the blinding light
I'm the screen, I work at night.
I see today with a newsprint fray
My night is colored headache grey
Don't wake me with so much.
Daysleeper.
I cried the other night
I can't even say why
Fluorescent flat caffeine lights
Its furious balancing
I'm the screen, the blinding light
I'm the screen, I work at night
I see today with a newsprint fray
My night is colored headache grey
Don't wake me with so much.
The ocean machine is set to nine
I'll squeeze into heaven and valentine
My bed is pulling me,
Gravity
Daysleeper. Daysleeper.Daysleeper.
Daysleeper. Daysleeper.

*** i'm still here and i already miss it. who i've become. who i am. and soon, who i was... who knows??? i may try and go back, old habits are hard to break... who knows? i just might... ( i still remember this... drama queen!!!)

...and because i am moving my weblog... i had to bring along baggage...

-----Original Message-----
From: abode spa [mailto:abodespa2000@tmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, July 20, 2005 11:31 PM
To: Real; Anthony Style
Cc: Rahmel; shalimarruiz@yahoo.com
Subject: Aboday Products

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***AND ANOTHER ONE***

-----Original Message-----
From: angela [mailto:fluffyangels@earthlink.net]
Sent: Sunday, May 02, 2004 4:42 AM
To: Charmaine
Subject: Re: Website Completion - USWebsiteBuilder

Charmaine- thank you for such hard work- overall I like it a lot! Please- 1)no address!!!!!!!!! [would you want every wierdo in the world to know your home address???????????]2)I do NOT TAKE AMEX-- only vis / m/c and DISCOVER
3) NO EMAIL ADDRESS- as you know, I only check it ever 3 or 4 WEEKS
4)my hours are 9am- 8pm MOUNTAIN TIME [mon-thurs] 9am - 4pm Fri // [ I will take appointments after 4 on Fri, or Sat 9am to noon if PRE-PAID IN ADVANCE ]
5) I am glad you got the feeling of things, and I love the very top graphic, but I am not crazy about the smaller one with the baby- just hearts and angels would be better- maybe scattered all over the page?
6) on the home page, could the font be lots bigger- and colored?

Thank you so much for your help!
Please call me,, when it is ready- you know I won't check my email..............

thanks again!!!!!!!!!!
Angela

*** things that kept me going through hell and back again... that's how i felt then... i survived because of kind words from people i hardly know... and i will keep them for the rest of my virtual days...

Salvage th@ something you will virtually lose...

Sunday, February 26, 2006...Aqualung - Brighter Than Sunshine Lyrics... i found on the internet and posted on one of my online incarnations months before. Has come back to life and haunted me... i cannot afford to delete you, precious words...

I never understood before I never knew what love was for My heart was broke, my head was sore What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history I didnt believe in destiny I look up you're standing next to me What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine Brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, i don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening I'd given up and given in I just couldn't take the hurt again What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight Suddenly you seemed so right Me and you What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine It's brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, I don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine
It's brighter than the sun It's brighter than the sun It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery But give me your hand and you will see Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine It's brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, I don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine

...one round after shift...

... from a poem, off my friendster...

we do this everyday...
and frankly, i'm hooked!
what will my partner say???
does it qualify as -- having an affair???
what will my "straight" friends think?
they'll prob'ly dish-out
sordid things like -- i thought she was "bi"???
has she gone one way, all the way?
because everyday we do this...
and quite frankly,
i'm hooked...
lyza, sandee n i
have somethin' like a threesome
goin' on...
we do this everyday...
we do this everyday...
after post-shift,
tks corrections and whatnot,
after the last elid swipe...
it's downstairs from there...
hahaha... beer man...
drink beer!
we do this everyday.
one round of beer after shift.
and we do this everyday.
but seriously, i'm hooked.

i remember this song...

Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away
So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
She knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
But don't look back in anger I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
If it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away
So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
she knows it's to late as she's walkin' on by
My soul slides away,
But donn't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait,
She knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
But don't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait,
She knows its too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away,
But don't look back in anger I heard you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

... i remember this song. this was quite popular when i was in college. oasis was the "beatles" of our generation (or, so they said...). and "he" would sing it over and over until it bacame so grating, i would politely ask "him" to just cut it out... i remember this song. and i refer to "him" like some god. he is not. @ the time he could've been. i stood by "his" commandments and rules, so close to monk-like devotion... i wish he could be in front of me, right now, and i would say to him: "you are not god. i was never your girlfriend. i felt like a prisoner and i will always remember the day you broke up with me. my spirit was crushed. i died, but then, was reborn... i became a godess to, you know..." but i will never find "him" again... and maybe it had to be good enough... but i wish, i wish, he could've seen the transformation... because really, i will always be, the girl he left behind as he sings over and over -- "don't look back in anger" @ me. and i haven't, looked back in anger... just relief... and a wave goodbye to the little bass notes that keep running around in circles in my head... goodbye.

Adam Sandler Films... and CLICK

the last film i saw this week... i am wondering where time went for me and how annoyingly close to home Adam Sandler movies hit, all the time... Grrr! his films are just so true, so honest, and it makes you want to just hug and kiss the person next to you on every film... have you ever wondered, "how does he do that???"...pure genius.

Theme-Songs

"...who's got the herb? has got the boys askin'..." i have nothin' bbetter to do on a thursday morning and i am listening to launchcast radio on my pc. WHY? because, i cannot afford to buy an i-pod, and i wanted to update my blogs and listen to music @ the same time... it's funny how music affects what you feel and the present state of mind you belong to, but then again, it could be the other way around... you feel like shit, hence, you listen to music that would make you wallow in the shameless pit you were confined... i really don't know. Now, they're playin' "under-the-bridge" by the chili peppers... and it makes me sad. how sad? just sad... then again...