angels are indeed born... happy birthday my little LAELA. :)

went to ortigas...

haven't been online in a bit, haven't really that much to say recently, just been very tired about a lot of things that happened (organizing events like my daughter's birthday -- what a production... played a few gigs this last couple of weeks...), a topsy-turvy roller coaster ride...

my vishnu!!! went to ortigas the other day, met up with my inai toni, the place has not changed really... still congested, smoggy with people walking around all snooty & cel-phone toting lke it was new york... and ortigas, as much as she would have her corporates dress in fake chanel & pradas will never be new york!!! she will always be a cheap copy of her version of new york...

bitter???!!! you can then have me tagged, i used to be one of those wanna be's once who drank lattes from starbucks plastic cups (until i discovered seattle's which was a bit more inexpensive -- ok, say, cheaper -- but the quality is just as good)or dined al fresco in one of the shops along emerald avenue (for some reason, changed to f.ortigas avenue) night after night after night... my shift that time started @ 9pm you see, and there was not a lot to do @ 8pm til my shift started but smoked cigarettes til our lungs scream out tar!!! and lunch was @ 12 midnight...

funny how things change when you're now back on the outside looking in, they all seem to all look like how they once did before i became one of them -- robotic, oblivious & some are just plain ridiculous...

and @ once i feel totally relieved, i can breathe now, freely, like a big weight has been lifted from my chest, and i realize who my real friends are...

so that day, i went to ortigas, and met up with my corporate surrogate mother... made me realized how getting stuck in a situation as ef**k can tell you who your real friends are... am glad she's one of those. :)