yey!!! hooray!!! i'm finally getting my rhythm back and slept and woke up @ the desired timeframe i planned... hmmm, the power of the mind can be quite surprising, but then again, this is what i wanted, this is what i planned, so...
woke up @ 1:30 this afternoon and now having my first cup of coffee... i superlove coffee, and was out in the garden and listening to the sounds of the earth, the daily sonance & dissonance... i can imagine and feel the earth breathe and heave around me... and i suddenly feel a wave of emotions pass - in between content, melancholic and contemplative...
spent time with "S" this morning and i don't think she's ok... i have always thoughtof her as "bullet-broof" and "untouchable" sort of like an oak tree... so bad of me to dissect and generalize people too much... i cannot help putting people in small boxes and labelling them -- not healthy... mental note -- "broaden perspective and analyze less"... so, the minute i wake up, i still think of her and the last time we parted ways and she almost hits a man crossing the street... i don't know if she saw that i saw, and so on... but i text her anyway and make sure she replies... and she did... grand... but i forgot to thank her for the ride, hopefully she understands... @ least, it occured to me that she got home safe... right now, i am debating if i want to give her a "protection spell" or a token of something to boost her inner self... but, she might think i'm freaky... well, who knows what happens next unless i come up to her and do something... (girl who wants to save the world and can't even save herself...) a good listening ear and assurance, probably will work better... well, hopefully i will see her @ work today and talk about her issues more... there's nothing better than pouing your heart out over coffee, or lunchbreaks or what-not... (this day is not about me... mantra...)
and because i woke up early, today, i will watch my fave show on tv - Witch Yoohee - superkewlness... it's not really that funny when media makes a parody out of the word "witch" and what the word actually stands for, but in all honesty, i find the show amusing, and i like it, because i can laugh in a genuine manner... sometimes all we need is a good laugh to get through the day... there i go again...
oh well, whatever, enough said...
